Seriously, I can't believe half of July is over already. That means that a full quarter of our summer vacation already went by. Which ultimately means that senior year is creeping even closerby. I'm really scared of departure from BLS. Even though I can't say that I'm fully satisfied with everything there, I really don't want anything to change. I'm more worried about getting into colleges, doing all those app's, and everything else than excited for senior year. I already know I'm going to cry like a b!tch at graduation--it's not easy leaving an institution you have spent the last 1/3+ of your life at.
I just noticed that I travelled/will have travelled a lot this year. Travelling has become one of hte top of hte list hobbies for me and I think that through travelling, i learn to see the world from many perspectives that i never before have seen... in a sense it helps me to understand why people act a certain why. like chinese ppl are maddd greedy and like stingy cuz citizens are like sooo poor thereee !
I'm kind of upset that I'm stuck at Harvard Business School doing QA. I was forced to accept this job because I didn't know that there was a commitment that if you get hired you have to take it. I was also forced because my parents didn't want me to do retail work even though I knew that was the most relevant to my future career. I get paid pretty well here but I feel like it's a waste of time cuz i can come late, leave early, go on 2 hour lunch breaks, and do sooo many other things and yet get away with it... actulaly i shouldnt jinx it. but still ! i feel like i defeated so many purposes of my job b/c i odnt have the motivation to even be here. To be honest, I'm relaly working this summer for the money that i NEED for travelling in August... it makes me feel terrible inside b/c i could soo be doing something more worthwhile... even sleeping
I don't have work on Fridays--only stupid seminars. legit stupid. everything i do there i either learned already at hte bsoton bar assocation, or learned through mr martin. i'm so sick of being treated like a little kid who doesnt kno anything about edicacy and dressing up. oh and no work monday cuz we are moving off campus =( harvard business school campus is ABSOLUTELY AMAZINGG ! but anyway yeah we are moving a little more towards allston so i "work from home" on monday lol. i get my own office at the new building btu im gonna miss having the entire basement to myself and seeing rabbits on my way to work... but yeahh Yayyy for 4 day weekenddd ! I'm spending the majority of it at the Cape with JADEN ! <3 and the cousins+sister+aunt... oh and rilee.
